Thanks Terry. I do repent. I think I just need to trust that God loves me and forgives me and that Jesus and Our Lady are with me, which I believe they are!
This says it all… https://m.youtube.com/watch?utm_sou...eid=33ebd07e0d&v=kWFdSDToP-s&feature=youtu.be
Peter try to find Father Ripperger's talks on spiritual warfare just uploaded from St Mark's Church in Highlands Ranch Colorado. There are 3 talks. The second one he spends a lot of time talking about oppression. He talks of how through no fault of our own they can mess with our thinking. Its so worth listening to. Brian linked his first talk on thd Russian Ukraine thread. I had some trouble finding it when I went back to you tube but if you go through the Church website you can find it. Brian if your reading this maybe you can send Sanctus the link. Edited to add : miker already sent you the link!
Remember no sin, no matter how flagrant, how vile can equal God’s Love and Mercy of the repentant sinner.
I am in a terrible place mentally at the moment. I don't know does Jesus wish things to be like this for the moment.
I believe this is a demonic assault. The result of some kind of hex or curse or spell. A very,very strong one. If you can find a good exorcist, that would be great. But loads and loads of Sacramentals, all over the place. Also regular confession and Mass.
Thanks Padraig. I feel myself improving a little over the last hour thank God. It seems like a very intense attack. I keep telling God that I love Him which I do and Jesus and Our Lady.
You might pray for my mother too who is quite unwell with shingles. She has other strange symptoms too like shooting pains in her back and stomach. I tend to blame myself for putting pressure on her with all that's been going on lately.