I think many of us are feeling the darkness at present. This is the Winter Solstice too so that may explain some of it. Here are some wise, spirit-filled words from Thomas the Hermit. He changed the name of his youtube channel to Legatus Legionis some time ago. He is a gentle and wise soul I think.
I have remembered you in my rosaries and little sufferings - I also think of the chant Sanctus when praying for you
You are not alone Sanctus - there are many praying for you - Indeed I was praying for you at 2am the other night when I could not sleep due to a severe pain in my foot - I offered sorrowful mystery for you then - You are not alone.
We need to pray hard for each other on the forum covering each other in the precious blood of the lamb in prayer. Rest assured I pray the rosary for all the intentions and prayer requests for every member. May our Lady spread her mantle over all on the forum and protect us all within her immaculate heart Ave Maria
The feeling of being abandoned by God is very strong. Everyone at home here with me seem to he happy but i am suffering much. I need a miracle to help me through this awful darkness
I say the divine mercy chaplet and rosary everyday and go to mass regularly. I also go to confession. I hope God can help me. I want to do His will.
You are doing all the right things Sanctus and your holy desires indicate a soul that wants to please God. Seek a good spiritual director as this is key for your progress. Praying the rosary for you.