I recieved Confession today again so I don't think I can do much more. Looking forward to medjugorje. Won't be long now.
I keep being reminded of certain sins from the past but I have done my best to confess everything. Perhaps these are temptations.
I experience horrible temptations and attacks from the evil one but try to keep going. Despite this I have very good moments too lately even though God can seem far away. I keep thanking God either way. Thanks for your prayers everyone. Things are improving
Could you join a prayer meeting Sanctus¿ Praising God is very beneficial in turning the tables on the enemy.
It can be terrible at times but trying to keep going and praying. The battle is strong. Feeling under attack from the enemy. " Mary my mother be a mother to me now. " I try to pray this prayer and trust in Mary and her intercession.
It can be terrible feeling lost or abandoned but trying to make acts of faith and not trust feelings. Hopefully this difficulty and perseverance through it can be of help to someone somewhere. I try to love Jesus as much as possible. The evil one is trying to convince me that he has me but trying to ignore it. Trying to trust that God's love is greater than any fault. Have been thinking about the parable of the Prodigal Son lately.
Have the rosary on your possession put holy medals under your pillow, kiss the cross often. Gods mercy is one of His greatest attributes. It is His desire that we believe in His mercy and trust in His mercy. I believe in His mercy, I really do.
My son Will has been on antibiotics for 5 days and his tonsil is still very swollen from bacterial tonsillitis. Please pray that it goes down soon.
