Little Getsemani

I feel I am hoping against hope at times and that God is showing me my sins and that I am damned. I keep telling God that I want to help souls and I pray to saint Francis to help me do this along with saint Anthony

 

Thanks lois. I am trying my best. Perhaps God wants me to be like this for a reason.

 

I'm afraid I'll never experience Gods grace again.

 

Maybe He has chosen to share, in a small way, some of His passion with you. St. Francis and St. Anthony will help you through this ~ don't give up asking for that help.

 

You are experiencing God's grace right now.

 

Thanks HH.

 

Thanks lois. I feel glimpses of light at times.

 

I tel God that I want to be good and do good but everything seems to be working against me.i want to be holy perhaps God is giving me this trial for it.

 

God is permitting this perhaps rather than sending it.. And it sounds like an horrific trial. But you have tremendous prayer back up from the forum. That is a huge blessing.

 

I keep thinking I'm separated from Jesus and being punished and that I will go to hell. I wish God would remove this fear.

 

Thanks AED. I'm doing my best. I'm going through a horrible trial where I feel I am going to be separated from God and Jesu. I just wish I could experience God's love and peace. Perhaps God is permitting it. I keep telling him I love him and Jesus and Mary. I just want to love souls and help souls.

 

I feel tormented. I hope I amnt a bad person

 

Don't give up Sanctus ~ He hasn't ~

 

I feel afraid that God is punishing me lois. I feel under attack today. All I want to do in my life is to love others. I hope Jesus is with me in this trial

 

Remember what He went thru for you Sanctus ~ stay with Him now ~ help Him help souls

 

I feel very separated and there were horrible things when I opened religious books at random but I will do my best and try to trust in him and that he has a plan for me that I can help others. .

 

I received anointing of the sick today. I want to do good for God and not to be a bad person.the battle is very strong at the moment. I hope my soul will be ok. I feel like a lost soul.

 

I am so glad to hear you have received the Anointing.

 

Thanks HH. I will keep praying

 

I feel like a lost soul. I'm afraid I'll never get well spiritually. I'm still in hospital. I hope God can help me. I wish God would remove this fear I'm experiencing.